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08:26 pm
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God I'm bored.
Current Location: work?
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10:54 pm
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#3
1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:Its the phonebook and all the page is... is a map.
2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What can you touch? almost the wall...
3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?: The 6Th Sense
4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is: 11:03
5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?: 10:59
6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?: TV and all the Techs in the back doing things.
7: When did you last step outside? About and hour ago... I was washing blood off the front stoop
8: before you came to this website, what did you look at?: My other LJ account
9: what are you wearing?: Shoes,socks,Scrub bottoms,longsleeved shirt,medical jacket.
10: Did you dream last night? Not that I remember.
11: When did you last laugh? While reading the PianoFic I got from JZ
12: what is on the walls of the room you are in?: Windows...
13: Seen anything weird lately?: Other then a black crow pass by the door 3 times a night.. no.
14: What do you think of this quiz?: I havn't really thougth of it.
15: What is the last film you saw?: Almost Famous
16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?: A carrian Terrier
17: Tell me something about you that I don't know: I don't have a problem watching a surgery on dog/cat but I get reeeeealy squirmish while watching Dr. operate on humans on tv.
18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?: I would make USA mind its own business.
19: Do you like to dance? Currently. No.
20: George Bush is he a power-crazy nutcase or some one who is finally doing something that has needed to be done for years? Don't get me started. Hes a Fucking Power-crazy nutcase
21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? Madeline/Rylin
22: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?: Russel/Keelan
23: Would you ever consider living abroad?: Heck. Yes.
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08:20 pm
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Wow... almost a year since my last post...
Why not make it a survey!!!
1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says: Physics is the religion around here. Use the lord's name in . . . Dan Brown "Angels and Demons"
2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What can you touch? The wall
3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?: The Simpsons
4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is: 8:36
5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?: 8:22
6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?: The TV, and a Heart Moniter.
7: When did you last step outside? what were you doing?: Comming into work
8: before you came to this website, what did you look at?: Myspace, But its being a poop
9: what are you wearing?: Shoes,socks,Scrub bottoms,longsleeved shirt,medical jacket.
10: Did you dream last night? Yes. If you must hear it check out my Myspace Blog... under Dream.
11: When did you last laugh? Um... Saturday night?
12: what is on the walls of the room you are in?: Abstract art.. Windows.
13: Seen anything weird lately?: Um... Not lately...
14: What do you think of this quiz?: Better then picking my nose!
15: What is the last film you saw?: Muppet Movie
16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?: A house of my own
17: Tell me something about you that I don't know: I have a crush on a 33 year old.
18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?: Make gas prices go down.
19: Do you like to dance? Depends on where, or with whom, and the music
20: George Bush is he a power-crazy nutcase or some one who is finally doing something that has needed to be done for years? Dumbass monkey boy. At this point it time I just pitty him.
21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? Corsen Pegeen Delaney *Can't choose!
22: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?: Finnian Keelan Larkin *Can't choose!
23: Would you ever consider living abroad?: When Have I not!?!?
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08:21 pm
[Link] | 1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:4. ADR 4656 South Dillon Court NBR M AURORA CO 80015.........
2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What can you touch? nothing
3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?: an old Laurel and Hardy movie with the Mother Goose thing...
4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is: 6:18 pm
5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?: 6:10 pm
6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?: That 70's Show on TV, people typing, people asking questons about checking in.
7: When did you last step outside? what were you doing?: half hour ago. Loading up and sending out a plane
8: before you came to this website, what did you look at?: my yahoo mail account
9: what are you wearing?: shoes,socks,long johns,flannel pants, work pants,undershirt,work shirt,hoodie...
10: Did you dream last night? not that I recall
11: When did you last laugh? yesterday... or possibly even friday night?
12: what is on the walls of the room you are in?: white clinical.. emergency exit rout... work stuff
13: Seen anything weird lately?: orbs above my dog when I took her pic with the digital cam.
14: What do you think of this quiz?: s'coo
15: What is the last film you saw?: Trainspotting (rock!)
16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?: A new car
17: Tell me something about you that I don't know: I almost convinced my dad to get a tat.
18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?: make it snow for christmas
19: Do you like to dance? Yes. I do.
20: George Bush is he a power-crazy nutcase or some one who is finally doing something that has needed to be done for years? He should be put in the insane asylum...
21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? Vareen
22: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?: Connor
23: Would you ever consider living abroad?: Duh!
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05:24 pm
[Link] | I really miss performing on stage.
I wish I had the guts to try out for something...
I miss becoming a diffrent person.
Current Mood:  discontent
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02:01 am
[Link] | I am watching a cool movie with Drew Berrymore... that girl who is in Fried Green Tomatoes and Benny and Joon, and a few others... its good. It's a western and really cool!
OH OH OH!! it has the guy from My Best Friends Wedding!! The hot groom guy... Woot.
It's kinda sad when even the preview channel goes off the air for the night.
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01:22 am
[Link] | I am so sick of feeling lost. Feeling like I can't go forward, like I'm going no place. I'm trapped. I hate being me.
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12:06 am
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aaahhh...
I like mac&cheese
I like beeing cozy inside when it's raining
I wish I could have lived in the old west
The guy who play's Frank James in this movie is cute
Why does Gregory Smith die in almost every movie he's in?
Maybe it's because he is a good dier... hum... I don't think thats how you spell that.
hum...
Ketchup is the greatest thing ever!!!! wheee!!!
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11:42 pm
[Link] | 1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:Ferdinand, which the king said should be instantly celebrated with great splendour -Tales From Shakespeare
2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What can you touch? A blue pillow.
3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?: AAAAHHH... Viva La Bam
4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is: 12:06 pm
5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?: 12:02
6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?: The TV, and my brother getting food.
7: When did you last step outside? what were you doing?: An hour and a half ago, walking my dog and having a ciggerette.
8: before you came to this website, what did you look at?: LJ?
9: what are you wearing?: Fuzzy socks, jeans, my Lesalle Lancers t-shirt, Camp Couragous sweatshirt, a red bandana in my hair.
10: Did you dream last night? Oh god did I. It was weird.
11: When did you last laugh? Just now, when I read JZ's answere to this.
12: what is on the walls of the room you are in?: um... walpaper, lots of antique trinkity things.
13: Seen anything weird lately?: hum... our basement is infested with gigantic horse flys.... is that weird?
14: What do you think of this quiz?: It's diffrent, and I like diffrent.
15: What is the last film you saw?: T3, with Joe and his friends. In the theaters it was Kill Bill Vol. 2
16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?: A Nikon for my pops
17: Tell me something about you that I don't know: I had made plans to elope with a guy I had only known for 2 months.
18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?: stop the war in Iraq
19: Do you like to dance? Yes. I do.
20: George Bush is he a power-crazy nutcase or some one who is finally doing something that has needed to be done for years? He is a stupid son of a bitch. I can't stand him. I think he was wrong for going to war.
21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? Nessa
22: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?: Tiarnan
23: Would you ever consider living abroad?: Yes, in a heartbeat.
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12:12 am
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*Smile* I'm trying to love you!
Yeah... so ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) _beatgeneration hasn't given me the shoes yet, though he keeps half remebering to give them to me.
I can't believe that all those people I still remeber as Sophmores are all Seniors!
My brother seriously kicks ass! It just sucks that I can't be at any other of his performances, as I will be at work.
I don't like bitchy drunk college girls.
All in all it was a fairly good night.
Current Mood:  blank
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02:53 pm
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All we need is hope...
This is to my cousins, who are more like my sisters then anything else. They mean the world to me. This is for hope and the wonderful fairy tale ending.
( war of the worlds )</p>
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01:43 pm
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God Damn
I feel I've hit rock bottom. I'm alone. Nobody seems to care.
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01:52 am
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grrrrr
Why does it seem like every time something happens to bring me closer, it only seems to leave me further apart.
Tears fall freely from my soul and my eyes
I am to young to feel this kind of torment
But there it is
Sinking into my heart
The pain of what you did
How you left me here alone
Things have changed and yet I feel I havn't
All I wanted was understanding
Someone to hold and love
But all thats over and all I feel is betrayal
Current Mood: crappy
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01:23 am
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Humph...
Nobody reads this LJ anyways...
So I guess I shall vent.
I work Sat Mon Tues Wed.
Sunday I spend doing things in my house by myself.
Thursday's I've been spending at my cousins and Friday nights at Mikes.
I enjoy the people I work with and my cousins are like my sisters.
At the end of the day though, I get online to check my LJ and I still feel alone.
I know scheduals are hard to work around, especialy that I'm working nights. I know its hard when I don't see you everyday. I know that I can take the initiative and call. But I've been spending so much time with my cousins that they would be offended if I were to take off and make planes with out them. I know, thats so selfish and shallow.
Gah. And I was in such a good mood.
I'm going to bed.
Current Mood: depressed
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12:36 am
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Will my headache never end?
Sitting here watching Cowboy Bebop
Talking to an old friend
Cowboy Bebop is cute...
Thinking to myself is never good
I always end up in a place I don't want to be
Alone
The more I think of him
The more I smile
The more I miss him
His voice, soft and soothing
His eyes so brown and warm
His body held tight in my arms
Alas when will I have the courage
When will my search stop
How will I know when I find the right one
Current Mood:  good
Current Music: Coast To Coast with George Noory on the radio
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06:19 pm
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Sometimes I never want to leave
When the sky is so clear and blue
And the clouds so white and fluffy
The sun so warm and golden
Spring grass so green and soft
The air is lazy
It's day's like this I never want to leave Iowa
But yet it makes me yearn for something more
Current Mood: artistic
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12:32 am
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The rain, wet and cold.
I love you all.
Including the world.
Current Mood: loved
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01:25 am
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ord?dfw?den?
Time is so elusive
It makes me feel so old
I wish it would just slow down
So that I can grasp today
I have opened a new line of energy
It has opened my eyes and my mind
Me and my cousin summoned him
It played out as a chance encounter
Oddly enough it made me content
Just to hear his excuses
It also made me sad
I am so pathetic when it comes to him
Sky has a new home
It is with his sister
He sleeps in the Nautical room
His sister sleeps in half of the living room
My cousin tuns 20 on Thursday
My mom baked her cookies and made me send them
If I were away at college
Would my mom bake me cookies too?
My advice for the day:
Do not start to fall for the guy your cousin likes.
Current Mood:  contemplative
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10:29 am
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It's such a weird feeling, not being able to hear out of one ear...
I wish I could go to gaming every night
Just so I could have the chance to be
In the same room as him for a little while
I just want to be able to watch him from a distance
examine every curve and angle
but he is mine no longer
I miss any kind of embrace
From any kind of man
Yes, I know, I'm pathetic
It's not as if I'm wallowing in my own self pitty
Over the latest guy who has deserted me
I'm just wondering why they don't last
Is it something wrong with me
Am I the reason things never last
Or do I just fall in love with the wrong type
I wish things were as simple as they were in highschool
Though at the time things felt so complicated
Just knowing what tomorow would bring
My heart aches as if it would break
But the mending of it has made it stong
Almost to stong to be broken in the same way again
It makes me sad
To know that I will never love anybody
As much as I loved my first
Because he was my first
And he always will have a place
In my everything
Current Mood: melancholy
Current Music: SoCo
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07:50 am
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10 hour work days leave little time for one's self.
So much has come to pass
I wonder when I can just stop and let it all sink in.
The best feeling in the world?
Getting serenaded by 6 drunk guys.
Especialy when they are all hot
And sound wonderful for how drunk they are.
Not a fun feeling?
Being ignored,
By people you thought cared about you.
(no silly girls, not you)
I just want to say
_beatgeneration ,I love you.
You are a wonderful person
Full of energy and laughter
All the pain you feel
I feel tenfold
Don't ever leave
Or my soul will cry
For the rest of eternity
And now I feel my eyes closing
Tomorrow will be another long day.
Current Mood: drained
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